life is better well no not really my mom is all sick and shit and things with ben are suuckky but any way i think things are going better i ham taking french at school its sooo cool and welll things ar okay i miss ben but really i misss my best friend alot too much i feel so replaced even tho i am not becuase i am me and no one can take that but thats how i feel i feel so icky it makes me sad and shit she like never wants to be with me