I wrote this Poem! It was how I felt at the time! Scared I told you how I felt and now I'm scared without a doubt. I don't want our friendship to disappear I feel so safe when you are near. You didn't say a word when I quuestioned you You couldn't even look into my eyes, You didn't move. You make me laugh you make me cry I ask myself this question why? Do not play these games with me I do not need it, certainly not from thee. If she is what your looking for I'll let you go and dwell no more. She likes you a lot I can see You can go to her if you need Don't worry you won't break my heart But please don't make are friendship part. This is what I wrote to Michael and we have been talking alot on the phone lately. maybe he will become the guy in my life but for right now we are just friends. Tonight we are going roller skating together so we will see what happens. I still like Derek but for now we are really close friends. I had a heart to heart with Carol and I thank her very much for that. From now on what happens between me and Derek happens and it is between me and him. I just want to be able to have a relationship with a guy and not go crazy and I am trying to work on that. I love my friends dearly so I like to tell them everything and I don't blame them if they are getting sick of it. Sorry guys! To Carol I really hope you can come over hun! Well that's all for now! TTY all Later