I have finally gotten rid of Dereks letters. He is finaaly in the past. I now have nothing to remind me of him he is out of my life and gone. That is unless he emails me because I have no intention of emailing him. Him emailing me though is like 1 in 1000 chance. It is over and Michael is now the future.(hope to god it lasts) To the title of this entry. I am finally content with the guy life and am the happiest person in the world. I found someone who loves me for me. He knows who I am and loves it. He loves to spend time with me and he always looks forward to see me. He tells me I'm beautiful and when I'm with him I feel it. I have never been with anyone who actually makes me feel that they truly care and will be there always. He looks at me with caring and lovingness in his eyes. He amazing and I hope he's here to stay. He says so and that he can't see it any other way. This weekend he stayed over my house. We got to sit and just talk just the two of us. The words and feelings I have for him there are just no words great enough. I hope you now all understand just why I care for him so much.