I wrote this poem because Derek was irritating me. He just doesn't understand. I'm tired of him poping in and out when ever he pleases. I have no intention of giving this to him but felt like writing it down. Thoughts just started to flow. I'm sorry things are this way! I know you gone your never coming back I know this and understand for a fact So what is missing, why can’t I forget Is it because I have no regret? No regret for fun or knowing you Because I know there was one time you missed me to. Now I care for him and he cares for me And in away he reminds me of what I did see. I wanted you to see it in my eyes The hope I had in us that never died There’s nothing left of us that can be I just wished it could have been you and me. I cried myself to sleep wondering why it had to die Was it really all a lie? But then again nothing really dies it merely sleeps And what is the point for me to weep What we had was special and I will cherish it forever And forget you never In a silly way I think I loved you That first kind of high-school love that know one knew You may say that’s not possible But when it comes to our situation your impossible You may say that love is just a nonsense word And makes everything so absurd For love is forever and to the ends of the earth And maybe will never know how much we were worth I want you to know it wasn’t over for me I think even you can see it wasn’t over for thee I know you cared and everything that we did share Was so special and so very rare So I guess this is a good bye I’m trying not to cry Maybe in a cosmic way are lives will meet in the end But until then