Gawsh I cant get over the fact of how bad our Soccer team actually *SUCKS*. It makes me sad real real sad considering I have to watch the whole field and try and direct these indirected things.. It's so ghetto. Grr if only somebody could get them to listen to me and amber!! (Sweeper n Goalie). Which doesn't happen, I was ready to snap on everybody yesterday. I was so pissed, nobody knows how to spread the damn field, and nobody can run at all!! It sucks booty and I can't play the Vgame tomorrow morning koz my mom n dad said no... Considering were going to flordia, and we have to be at the airport @ 12.. Grr~! I wanted to play soo badddd!! I still do!! And I snapped yesterday at them for telling me no! I mean i never ask for anything from them.. No money, no rides or nothing anymore.. And then i ask them if i can play a damn soccer game before we leave... can i?? NOOOOOO!!! Grrr damn people... I wanted to play sooo FUCKING BAD!!! But oh well SSDD. So tonight I have to work. But John wanted me to go to a movie tonight, oh well to that shit too! Doesn't happen you know because I'm MISS FUCKING BUSY! :-/ Grr, stupid stuff im in a crabby mood.. Lol. I had to sit in the doc's office for 2 1/2 HOURS! Till they took me.. koz they scheduled 7 people for 11:00am WHEN THEY FIRST OPENED! IDIOTS! but yea I got back at school at 1:00... And I left at 10:15am.. That's fucked up. But oh wellllll tooo that too! Ok dood my mom was being a damn bitch two seconds ago.. im serious dood.. She fuckin walked past and looked at the screen and said, "What are you telling your diary people that your going to flordia so they can rob out house now?" and i was like, "Shutup" and she said, "Ooo.. cant take a joke?" And i was like, "No that's no joke that isnt funny ma" and she was like, "I told you not to go on those things anymore" .......... BITCH!! All she does lately is bitch about everything! She snapped last night, the morning.. the night before and the morning before that!! What the hell is her damn problem!? I dont talk to her as it is, I always walk away and lock myself in my room practically.. Im suprized im not a fucking depressant right now! Whatever I'll type in 1st hour koz that's when i'll be on most likely.. There isn't shit to do in DC anyways.. 2 more days till 1 year! :-D