4Monthz exactly till my sweet 16! lmao, yeah for once im actually going to start a lil' countdown. Because im just that damn fruitcake-ish. Anyways today I'm going up to Mccarty 2 go swimming weither anybody decided they can or cant go today.. Aha im gunna b tanning away so you can suck it if you dont go you big booty hoes. lol. Jk. But yeahhh idk ive been kickin it with Tony n George lately when my guy aint around. Oh well for that. Prestons been with me then too usually. For what its worth, whatever. But this last week was pretty fun I gotta admitt and for once i feel as if i have some power in mine and johns relationship on the *betrayal* part. Of all the times he has told me he was gunna quit I cant help but take some control of it when its the other way around... Aha lets see what happens.