We gots a game today 4 Varsity. Yesterday after school we had to go to Owens room to watch ourselves on tape. Man was that kinda stupid, nobody took critique notes anyways like owens said to do. then we had practice @5pm. Then we ended @5:30pm which really made no sense at all. O is craszy. but I practiced with them yesterday so yea. They fuck off the whole time i would rather be with JV considering our JV is way better than our Varsity. That's craszy im serious!! Our JV is awesomely BETTER! It's funny, idk. But sad. Koz Varsity dunno how to work together when they play, they play as individuals totally. Whatever. But I asked Jamie (goalie) for a ride to practice, and she said she hadda go home first then she'd come back n pick me up. What a fuckin bitch I swear, she left me and lauren there... But my mom ended up coming past and giving us a ride. Jamie's a bitch totally, i mean that wuz fuckin rude as hell n she didnt say sorry er nothing. Bitch. Im never askin anyone on Varsity for a ride ever again. EVER. They are all bitches and i dont wanna play with them at all furreaaallliiiii!! After practice yesterday I talked to owens n told him that I wasnt gunna play on Friday koz i have work so yeaaa im not playing fridays game.. but ugh, I also told him that I didnt feel comfortable on his team, and that I didnt wanna be on it anymore.. and he said, "Well why is it because nobody talks to you or something?" and I didnt say nuthin, and he kept talking, "I didn't bring u up for no reason, I like how you play, and i want to keep u up to play a few games because your doing well! You know how to get up the field and control the ball unlike other people.. and you know how to work with the team" and i was like, "okay but i still dont feel comfortable with your other players" and he was like, "Well you can play a few games and see what happens" .... Grr.. Don't listen to me.. Some people just dont listen! If i dont feel comfortable with bitches, trust me if i say it i mean it. Im gunna end up snappin on somebody. They are all bitches i just wanna stay on JV why can't Owens understand that shit? Ah whatever... Im so flippin bored right now. On the other side of things.. I can't wait till the 26th!! And John's gunna be 18! Holy crapperz, furreal. That's old! lol.. jk i luv u hunni! :-) I went over by john's last night after practice was over. We hungout and me n john tried making supper in the microwave.. Koz his ma didnt want us using the oven lmao.. he ended up kickin me outta the kitchen n makin the food himself lol.. he's a good cook! lol, hell if i ammm.. ahaha.. so I went n watched that NANNY show.. hehe. It was funny.. but umm yeaa.. then his parents went to Walmart.. n his sister was on the computer in the other room.. n John hadda do dishes.. so i chilled on the couch watching TV.. yea i chilled a lil too much!! I fell asleep.. Yea then i got up like an hour later n john wuz layin next to me n stuff.. aha i was like wooaahhh! it wuz funny, and everyone was in the living room, and I was like danggg man how long wuz i asleep! ?? I like never fall asleep over there, but when i did last night oo man i slept goooOOODddd! :-) lolz. Well im listening to my cd.. hehe... Baby bash! wooo whoo! lol *Shes in luv with a hussler * lol that's wut im listening too... Good songs on my cd... I still luv Papa Roach - Scars It's May 3rd.. a couple bdays this month! May 5th - My Sis's bday (**22nd**) May 5th - Cinco de Mayo May 8th - Mothers day May 11th - Kelsi's bday (** 3rd **) May 18th - Raine's Bday (** 4th **) May 26th - John's Bday (**18th**) May 26th - Concert ...lol...