What song I'm listening to is kinda weird, since I'm not Christian. Ahh well, that's not why I'm writing my third entry for today. Niether is boredom. Remember how I said that the dance would have been funner if my boyfriend Andrew was my date instead of Blake? I guess not, because me and Andrew just broke up about an hour ago and we'd been going out for about three months. I really liked him... I really did. I don't go head over heels about boys very often. That time I did.. much moreso than with my last boyfriend, Jacob. I've had about 2 or 3 in high school, and I'm half through my sophomore year. Jacob broke up with me because I wasn't Christian. Andrew and I broke up because he lives in Arkansas and I live in Indiana. Nobody likes me here, but a couple girls at his school like him. I guess I shouldn't be too upset because maybe he'll be happier this way, but I'm still fairly sad in the meantime. I'll be alright though... if I wasn't, then I'd be kinda contradicting that poem I wrote a few hours ago in my last entry, right? Besides, this is nothing compared to that.. totally different aspect of my life, totally suckier aspect of my life. So I'll be okies. I give myself at least 24-48 hours and I'll be happy again. Gotta give myself some time though. Yeah. I feel like a prep...... AGAIN. -.- I'll see y'all... hopefully this will be the last time I get on this today, which has been an interesting emotional roller coaster... ~~~~ Sailor Charlie O.