Listening to: Evanescence - Imaginary (remix)
Feeling: unsatisfied
Time to wake up again, or so you hope
Amongst your broken and unseen dreams
That you cannot remember in the fake light of day
Pray no one's there watching you,
Yet there's no one you can pray to
No one who will help you, no one who cares
I'm so confused, as I fall into the ashes of a rotten world, burnt into hell by lies and greed, vanity, deceit, never was it to be pure
Humans are not immortal, we were meant to die
We were meant for nothing more than to exist
So now if we believe none can kill us
Well then may we assist our own genocide
Running, running, faster and faster
Through the tunnels since I know nothing else
Scream and wait for Time, knowing I'm going next
And the volume increases til I realize I'm a coward
I quiet myself with nothing more to do, nothing more to say, nothing more to think...
Memories that aren't real anymore, but yet they never were, all my mortal being was...was just something absurd...
Time stops for this, and if it could feel like in my dream,
It'd stop and blink at the sight of me there
Upon the ground, eternity's grasp there upon that one second,
As I reminisce of a past wasted away in chains that I never had the courage to free myself from....
What is this that floats farther away from me everyday?
As I grow more into one of them,
Into something I hate, that I want to resist
But never do...
I know better than this, yet I've never been taught that sense... or have I...
Everything I conjure in my head is better than this that I've seen...
Why can I not pass on beyond the chains of this human body....
Why can I know nothing of the past to help change the future....
....why do I feel so damned?
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