Hello everyone. First day of summer! Longest day of the year! *chuckles* Sleep was good, but even though I had.... hmm, 11 hours?... I still feel tired. Maybe it's because I sleep too much. I don't know. *shrugs* Anyway, last night was most enjoyable. I went to my brother's tournament game first off. The game before theirs had run over so I got gas and a hot chocolate at Speedy Pete's. I promise you, when it's not extremely close to closing time (like around 9 or later) they have the most awesome hot chocolate in the world. I mean, come on, I got it at the end of June. But anyways, after that I made a lap around the country roads, and when I got back to the diamond the game was about to start. This was quite nice. Also, my brother's team won 3 to 1. They have their next game tomorrow, and I'm probably going, so wish 'em luck guys! ^.~ Once that was finished, Trisha, Flicky, Corbin and her boyfriend (Spartanette friend of Trisha), and I all went to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith. It was full of sarcastic humor. Very good show. Not to mention it was the first time that I had seen Trisha in close to three weeks. (Since the girl lives only about a mile away from me, yes, insert a "holy crap, that's a long time" here.) On a deeper note, though..... I read an ever so interesting entry on Sabra's diary just now. *thinks* I wonder why Meagan didn't think I would say anything Thursday. Maybe she thought I'd be afraid? Can't say it wasn't slightly daunting, but if fear ran my life... unknown place, unknown people, unknown circumstances, unknown sureness as to whether I'd have a shower and bathroom, unknown factor as to whether I'd be completely miserable, for a whole week?... needless to say, I wouldn't have been there in the first place. *laughs* Maybe it was something else that made her think I wouldn't though. Either way, I'll have to ask her why she didn't tell me about it. Meagan's a sweetheart. However, I do need to begin my research sometime. As for of late, I've not had the intellectual spark toward it; everything I've had, drive and inspiration and thought and work, has all went into Jess's and my thought pile of doom, as it all did the week before camp. I hope I don't lose the drive... I don't remember the last time I've had it, and I'd really like keep it, to utilize its omnipotencies in other areas, as well. If I knew that I'd have to stay up all night to find and apply it (to something besides eating) to acquire it, I would have done so a long time ago. (Jess knows what I'm talking about... weeping box! Daddy pimps ride! *rolls on floor* Man, that was GREAT. We HAVE to do that again.) Ahh, the mysterious paths of idiocy. They open so many doors. *shakes her head* But alas, I'm going to end this mega entry now. Have a wonderful, splendiferous day. *laughs and waves* -Brit There's something that I see in me When I lie alone I feel it creeping through my skin I see it's growing in my soul Physical matter dissipates As I hang onto all that's fake But I know nothing as I fade Dying here as poison takes Nothing's real in all I think Say too much, your ship will sink Lie within the shadows, still Manipulate your changing will If they come, be ready, there If never seen, you'll soon despair For nothingness consumes your eye Sings the dead man's lullaby...