I've decided to come to terms with the fact that shit is never going to be as easy as I would like it to be, and I'm pretty ok with that...Actually, Josh helped me be ok with that. Basically I need to stop thinking about what other people think and just do my own thing I've been talking with Josh alot lately and things are going really good (if you don't count the little arguement we got into Saturday night) but now things are going to be different for us. I don't know in what way but they are. Pretty much I'm not gonna bitch as much and talk shit about him when I really feel the exact opposite for him. I love being with him and I enjoy his presence && I really don't see him being out of my life anytime soon. The way things are different in one way though is school has started and we've sorta fallen apart some but not too bad. I dunno, I'm hooked on the kid and as of know I'm not really complaining of what we are and what we're not...we're just fine on the other hand...seeing how a majority of my friends are seniors and have extremely bad "senior-itis", I don't see any of them anymore and that makes me sad. I've been busy too but yeah, I miss my ladies. But I've had plenty of time to chiLL with my other lovlies who are cuties :) but yeah...going now kBYE -©-