I love youuu! and I miss you soooo much! Sorry babe...had to write here... I seriously L♥VE you with all my heart...I've never had a friend that has been so wonderful...I mean I've always had really good friends, don't get me wrong, but it's like with them, I've never really felt like they were truely genuine...like I know they were...but I just couldn't trust them knowing that everyone I've ever trusted has completely let me down. I'm so fucking STOKED that I've made a friend like you. babygirl, I'm working so hard to improve myself, and day by day, I'm getting better with everything...life is going good...almost too good, and I'm a 'bit' suspicious, but hey...I need to enjoy this while this shit (meds) keep my ass sedated...lolol...you know i'm just playing...well...sorta...I love you babe...believe it. I swear...if I die today, I'll die knowing that I actually meant something to somebody, and babygirl...it feels good to be loved. it feels good to have people care about you, and tell you they do and actually let your guard down and believe it. it feels so good to be able to trust somebody and have they completely be TRUSTABLE!! I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love you. . . not just as a friend, hahaha, we're such lesbian lovas hahaha...I'll HOLLA at cha lata ma lovely... ♥Arika a.k.a Y♥ Nucca