I cant even explain it.. at all.. it was just.. so....... so..... great. When I saw him, I swear my heart just stopped.. and when he looked at me in my eyes, it took my breath away.. We couldnt stop staring at eachother.. it was like time stopped for thet ime that i was with him.. we didnt have a care in the world when we were with eachother.. all that mattered was that we were together finally.. the feeling that i felt while i was with him was simply amazing. i felt as if i were the most beautiful person in the world.. i felt so secure.. when i locked my eyes with his i felt like nothing bad would happen to me right then.. i felt like he was looking deep in my soul, but i was okay with that.. i wasnt afraid even though im usually scared of people doing that.. i felt so at peace .. like i never have before.. he made me feel so comfortable with being ME.. the feeling that i had when we locked eyes was unexplainable.. but after that, i know that i knew im in love with him.. its just.. "wow".. hes the most amazing person.. we only spent about 20 minutes together, but that was okay.. if i were to have just seen him for a second it would have been okay.. i wouldn't have cared.. it was just the fact that i saw him that made me happy.. things are going great with us.. not exactly sure what our "title" is.. i dont think there has ever been one between us.. but now, i feel so at ease with everything.. im not on the defense about ericka anymore.. i feel like i have the upper hand now.. (not sure if I do or not, but that's what I feel).. i mean, i SAW it in his eyes.. i know he loves me now.. i woke up such a different person.. i dont know why.. [[obviously i cant explain a lot of things when it comes to this haha]] ive never felt so happy and content with my life.. i dont know.. he just, hes perfect for me.. and hes changed me for the better.. and im so thankful for that.. also when i woke up, and through out the day, ive felt like i should ahve seen him today too.. i miss him already.. i even missed him when i went to bed last night and i had just seen him a couple hours prior to that.. but thats the only thing thats a bumm.. otherwise, im happy off my ass :) i love this boy, so much.. i know ive said it before, and even though it was always true when I said it then, it means SO much more now that I recently saw him.. ahh... another thing... he's just been so sweet.. and its great, because hes telling me how he feels.. he kept telling me how beautiful i was.. and how amazing i looked.. and how happy i was making him.. and how hes so much more in love with me.. and when i gave him a hug goodbye, i wispered "i love you" in his ear.. and he actually said it back, with feeling in his words.. then he gave me a kiss on my cheek.. it was so hard letting go of him after that hug, i didnt want him to leave.. i wanted to just stay in his arms forever, and ever.. he made me feel so GREAT.. for the record, im going to marry this boy and have his kids.. no joke.. lol..