ahhh! i leave tomorrow to see my sister. although ive flew by myself over half of the times i have been on a plane, im freaking out about this one. im not sure why.../ i just have a weird feeling. We'll see i guess... but seriously, im so excited its not even funny! i think this will be the one year me and my sister dont aruge when we visit eachother... haha.. jase said he doesnt wnat me to leave though.. i dont know why since its not like id see him over the break or anything, but i guess its because i wont talk to him as much.. i don tknw? but i find it kinda cute.. i miss him, a lot.. more than i thought i could ever miss someone.. and now that i just say him, id ont feel lik i can get enough of him.. i hope we get to see eachother again soon, evne if its only for 2 seconds like last time.. aww... he is supposed to go to Knott's again with his friend's family, but he keeps telling me he doesnt really want to go because he'll "feel empty" since i wont be there.. im not sure if he will or will not go, but i still find it adorable... he really does love me, and its so great!!!! I FUCKING LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART! He's the greatest person that Ive ever met, and I want him to be here with me... well, i should get to bed... its 10:30 and the next 24 hours are going to be stressful... [[Since I wont write in here before I take my flight, I LOVE YOU ALL!! ....just in case anything happens]]