SO work was actually pretty fun, i got to av a chat with him about what happened last week, was akward at first but we are back to being how we were whatever tht was, i think. he was showing me messages from his girl she is so sweet but i think he is gonna break her heart cos he is not a relationship man... im really feelin quite positive about life at the moment, kinda tired too so think its time for bed. x so my entries came back haha this is the one i wrote after i thought this one was dead i just typed a whole entry and it didnt save, trusy sitD to start playing up as soon as i come back, i will persevere tho i think had a good time at work and managed to talk to "him" about what happened last week, was a bit akward at first but its back to the bawdy jokes now and just how it has always been which is a relief, who would have thought u wud get privacy for a chat in the middle of a barn dance haha. he showed me some messages from the girl he has been pulling i think she is gonna get hurt unless he can bring himself to have a relationship but i dont see it happening he told me he is a christain which surprised me i mean i know his dad is a minsiter but he hardly acts it, but it kinda made me feel like i made the wrong decision but maybe we are meant to be together one day i just dont know. or maybe i am meant to try get the message to my man... hmmm o well bedtime i think