just noticed my last two entries are both number 6, what a dumbass i am! oh well this one can be 8 and 7 is just unlucky. Drinks last night were actually surprisingly fun tho i feel like the evilest person ever sitting there listening to her going on about how he hurt her and how much she hates the girl he is sorta with and the whole time i am thinking about how much she is gonna hate me if i get with him. she told me some stuff that put me off a bit tho like that he asked her to get a brazillian for him and he was obsessed by it and thought it was the hottest thing ever...not that im against brazillians just the thought of actually doing it OUCH and sorta embarrassing too. hmm the man isnt exactly helping his situation by not texting me back, being generally useless. someone asked me last night how i wud feel if he got with someone else, i cant rly imagine how i wud feel but it used to make me feel sick thinking about it and now i have a sneaky suspicion i would b a bit relieved so i dont have to be the bitch in all of this, that is not a good thing is it? work was ok today was feeling pretty ill at the start of the day from the appletini and pints of lager i was drinking but settled down by the end of the day, prob thanks to the massive macaromi cheese and chips tht i ate. it was dead we made less than £250 and it is usually between £1000-£2000+ a day in the summer, weather was SHITE tho so that is most likey why. none of the bosses were there so me and chloe just sat and chatted all day rolling round the shop on office chairs, i dont think i would have survived if it had been the usual non stop not allowed to even lean on the counter kind of days. think that is me i love vampire weekend btw, they are playing in october but they are sold out :(