SO lou called me this morning, he was working at a house across th road and had no electricity so i offered him a cup of tea, we had some chat and got on well, ha a hug or 2 it was nice but i didnt feel the need for kisses or anything like tht which makes me feel like i have deff done the right thing. he asked if i have been thinking about pulling, i said yes. it must have hurt but i dont wana lie to him. he seemed to be ok too which was good :) found jaco on facebook, my long lost ex from SA, havent spoken to him since i left 6 years ago but he is still his hot self and sweet too. he said he will always love me, and changed his status to "jaco has a heart condition, and th cure is in scotland" taking it a little bit far i think since we were kids when we were together but sweet anyway. i would like to see him again actually but its quite far haha