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by piggytron
Feeling: awake
Oh hi, I'm moving to Boston in February and I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Why? Are you kidding me? I have a car payment, credit card bill (just 1) and my cell phone bill to worry about when I get there and to top it off, rent. Baghh! Yeah, easier said than done because I know what you're thinking but I hope you're right reader, I hope I find a job ASAP. Living in Southern California does not prepare you for 7 months of winter. I just hope I don't end up getting frost bite or pneumonia. /rant
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ITE: I show off my new tattoo

by piggytron
Thursday night, I decided that it was time for me to get a tattoo after almost a year. I called Kevin and I asked him to go with me on Friday after work to his tattoo shop in Pasadena. I met him at his house after work and we drove to Pasadena. I talked to Tyler (tattoo guy) and he surely scheduled me for Saturday @ 5pm. Yesterday, I hauled ass and drove to Incognito Tattoo off Colorado Blvd in Old Town Pasadena and luckily, I got there exactly @ 5pm. He showed me the drawing that he did and I loved it. It was simple and cute. It took about an hour to finish and it didn't hurt at all. Perhaps it was Kevin distracting me with conversations about me "hating" Mexicans but, it worked. So here is my bloody tattoo and I'm stoked about it, minus the swelling of course (which has never happened to me before).
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This is me

by piggytron
I've been so down lately. You've been so low lately. Nothing seems to work out for you and me. For you and me. I've been so down lately. You've been so low lately. Nothing seems to work out for you and me. Sister says we can buy it all back at the grocery store. Baby brother really fucked it up this time. This isn't fun anymore, it's not as fun as it was. It's just the girl in her says it doesn't matter anyway. (?) I've been so down lately. You've been so low lately. Nothing seems to work out for you and me. - gutg
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Untitled

by piggytron
Listening to: rilo kiley
Feeling: crappy
Sometimes I wonder if he even notices that I applied mascara and eyeliner that one day just for him. Could he have possibly seen how I sacrifice things I never thought of sacrificing before? I guess paying for most things doesn't deserve a thank you ALL the time, besides, they say they all end up becoming routines anyhow. I pin up my hair to look more like a girl but sometimes, I think it doesn't even make a difference.
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I really thought I'd end up with you

by piggytron
Listening to: the sea and cake
Feeling: sad
PIGGYTRON (11:53:46 PM): what are you doing tomorrow lxresist (11:54:14 PM): working, and going out with mike and lauren and some girl at night . she gets back tomorrow lxresist (11:54:33 PM): were playing jan 7th , you have to go ! PIGGYTRON (11:54:39 PM): ah. cool. see you never then lxresist (11:54:42 PM): it's in riveside :-( lxresist (11:54:52 PM): pshh ive been trying to see you for 2 weeks! PIGGYTRON (11:56:02 PM): right. just because youre alone lxresist (11:56:14 PM): pshh, ive been partying with the dog lxresist (11:56:20 PM): we have dinner dates PIGGYTRON (11:56:30 PM): the dog? angie? PIGGYTRON (11:56:32 PM): eww lxresist (11:56:37 PM): haha lxresist (11:56:39 PM): no lxresist (11:56:50 PM): but yeah , whats a good day for you this week? PIGGYTRON (11:57:05 PM): tomorrow. i'm dead after that lxresist (11:57:11 PM): gah, lxresist (11:58:24 PM): well hopefully some time will pop up . im working a lot right now, unlike the last few months, so i have a lot of free nights . its just tomorrow is when shes back . and i want my god damn christmas present PIGGYTRON (11:59:21 PM): cool. well i hope you do know that i am moving soon. like away away. and i'm trying to see the people i actually care about...which is like 3 lxresist (11:59:30 PM): where? lxresist (11:59:32 PM): when? lxresist (11:59:35 PM): what the fuck? PIGGYTRON (12:00:40 AM): i'm not telling anyone when or where. and no, it's not in the east coast. i'm just pretty much gonna say goodbyes wih hugs and ass slappings. lxresist (12:01:05 AM): you're gonna tell ME when or where? seriously? PIGGYTRON (12:02:58 AM): seriously what? i'm not joking. i didn't want to tell anyone. i kind of just want to disappear. i've left my marks here and it's time for me to leave. most likely the end of 2009. and i would appreciate it if you didn't say a word. lxresist (12:03:19 AM): :-( PIGGYTRON (12:04:48 AM): sad face? that's all? well, i hope i do see you at least like 5 times before i leave. you know, kind of like the good days. the times where i would actually see you 3 times a week and the times i'd randomly show up at your house. good times lxresist (12:05:17 AM): i dont know how else to say what i look like right now.. i just have a sad face. lxresist (12:06:20 AM): and yes youre going to see me more then you would ever want to in the next few months.. we have to make up for lost time. shits just been stupid hectic and dumb since i moved here. im honestly really sorry. i still love you so so much and think about you all the time even if it doenst seem like it PIGGYTRON (12:08:52 AM): well it's good to know that you still do. i don't see it anymore. i don't even feel like we're even friends anymore. it's cool i guess. iknow you're busy with work and i know you have a gf but, i would never push you aside because of christian. but you do that to me. i don't blame you, you seem to have a normal girlfriend for once. but... mm PIGGYTRON (12:09:00 AM): i'll just see you when i see you. PIGGYTRON (12:09:01 AM): night
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Untitled

by piggytron
"sunday morning at like 6am, I kissed you on the nose and your nose wrinkled up and you sighed. it was so cute"
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