most of the tirus paintball team prolly doesnt think that imma take this seriously... well u all hear me out i decided today... this is my last pack of ciggs.. im totally done after this pack.. i have like 5 or 6 ciggs left and then im totally done.. im so motivated off of paintball... ive been doing good in school so that i dont get grounded so i can always make practices. imma stop smoking so i can run faster , be less pooped when i do run , and imma practice every day... i will always listen to wut tirus has to say... always.... you tell me to cross it up.. ill cross it up... u tell me to take one for the team and bunker a certian person.. ill take one for the team any day.... you tell me to move ill move.. u tell me to stand out in the open for sum odd reason.. il stand out in the open... thats how motivated i am.. ive been looking forward to this weekend and imma show wut i have... ill be done with my pack by prolly today... so i should have more breath by this saturday... just watch out for me.. i wont cuss on the feild so we wont get penalized ... i wont be scared of getting hit , i wont be scared to make bold but smart moves... i wont be scared to listen to w/e anybody says on tirus... il listen.. u just tell me... ill do anything for anybody on tirus... even if it has nothing to do with paintball... if you need to talk to me i have a cell phone.. im there.. just ask me for the number... i have a sn which im always on.... its ItsN0tCuzUrBl4ck . ... just talk to me on there if u need anything... im really motivated to get on team tirus and i promise i will do anything any one says on there... tell me wut to do and ill do it.. dave and chad and brad motivates me the most.. i love them both ( in a non gay way) and i will do anything for the both of them... ill always be there for any of you all... you need to talk to me then just hit me up.. u all have my number.. if u need to talk to me about anything im always there... thanks for everything you all.... and chad.. i think imma stop smoking weed/ciggs not just for tirus... but for you... i kno how u feel about smoking and it took you for me to realize im never gonna make it anywhere in paintball if i dont stop... i love you guys alot.. and remember if you ever need anything im there for ya... thanks alot you all.. and im out