man.... live sucks for me right now... i have a mom that all she does is argue and yell at me.. i mean i look at kris and his mom and they have such a strong relationship.. i mean i wish i could just go out to eat and have a nice conversation with my mom without her asshole boyfriend making it worse... i cant stand this for much longer... i have the worst luck... i mean with girls , family , life in general... ugh.. i mean i try to be happy and hide my pain from my friends... but its hard... i mean i try to keep a smile on my face...but w/e .... i really hate how im livning my life... and how my mom is saying that i dont do n e thing around the house... i mean im sry i have a bad back... i cant help that stuff goes like it does.. i dunno im really confusing ... but i mean i have a fucked up life... not an ordanary teens life... i mean i have alot of freedom but yet i would trade my freedom for just a good relationship with my mom... i dunno im just gonna stop im starting to make myself depressed. .... later on all