welll i havent posted in a while... and i kno u all miss me ;-)... not.. well n e ways ... sence the last time i posted ill tell u all the shit that happend... ight... last weekend i chilled with dave , chad , and greg.. man i feel so guilty cuz we smoked a couple times ... but we brought the fucking shit in chads house... and i mean... dave hid it in gregs shoe and chads dad found it.. he didnt mind as much but i kno he lost respect for all of us and out of n e body i respect chads family the most.. they are the best... i have never heard them complain about n e thing and they are SOOOO funny.. they are like kids... i mean i think they think chad smokes now and so i think that imma be the big man and sit down with chads mom and dad and say that it was mine and i didnt mean to bring it in the house and that chad doesnt smoke.. i think imma just take the full blame cuz dave and greg have been his friend for so much longer and i dont want to ruin a relationship cuz of my problems.. its fucked up but i mean shit doesnt work out like you alwasy want it to.. i just wish that i didnt smoke weed... the pills that i took were concerta and i only took 3 of them ( my regular dose is 1 a day..) but pills still defently are dumb.. at school today we had a subsitute in computer and this kid knocked a comp off the desk and it broke.. but lucky i was there to save the day with my geekyness coming in.. lol so the teacher said that i get a automatic A for the simester becuz i saved them 500 dollers.. :) i feel good about that.. i also found out sumthin cool today.. these people my mom work with used to live right next door to AFI thats so fucking dope... she said that she used to party with them all the time before she moved.. and now they are famous.. so i doubt they live in the same house.. but wut i would do to fucking meet them .. i miss my old life.. before my dad died... i was scared to smoke cuz i didnt want him to catch me.. i was so much bigger then i am now.. i looked up to my dad so much... i would kill anyone for him... but i mean life goes on.. im gonna learn from it if n e thing... well i think imma go do sumthin else.. but feel free to comment.. later on... much love davey , greg , chad , tirus paintball team , drew , tim , and rico... tty all later ...