i had a race today in honongega(cant spell that) i totally sucked!!!! i was so excited for this race, u=it was the first 2 mile he was letting me run this season and i was gonna get to start on the same line as steph for the 2nd time ever. then i ran a 15 sum 2mile- thats the absolute worst i have ever run, including the first race i ran in track last yr. im sooooo mad!! it put a damper on my whole race...and on top of every thing else i felt really sick on and off all day. ppl kept telling me i looked like shit and asking if i was ok. im still too hot and dizy. so that sucks. on the positive side, even though this was an all girls meet there were some guys there to work out and watch. and who else would be there besides kevin. it was nice to see him ... i got 3 hugs! haha im such a looser- and he was really sweet to me and i was nice to know that he was worried abt me... steph ran well today- even if she wasnt that happy. she did get to run 3 events, so she was happy abt that... ok so how did kevin worm his way into my entry again??? i want to complain about my race and my day in peace but he keeps popping up and making it not seem so bad. when he got on the bus he came rite over and hugged me... i no im a dork... and he kept coming around to talk to me and then to make me feel better... steph took a pic of him w/ my phone... i wonder if she is rite, i wonder if he is showboating for my sake... he knows i like him and seems to enjoy playing w/ my emotions- well thats what she says. i think he is just being kevin and he is kinda flirty and goofy like that naturally. but still some times i wonder if she is rite...... god i need to get over him, but ever time i think i mite be i c him again and he is so great and he makes my heart beat faster and i get so stupid and all of a sudden im not even close to being over him... damn it... i hate this!!