i really really hate trig!! have u ever been so angry at somebody that u want to cry? well i do- i dont cry cuz of pain or sadness- i cry when i get emotional abt my anger. and i wanted to scream and cry in trig today my teacher made me soo mad. we were reviewing for the quiz and i was actually paying attention for once cuz i need to pass that class. but didnt understand sumthing the first time she said it so i asked her to explain it again. she went into this long lecture abt how i shouldnt be talking and how i talk so much and miss everything she says. and thats y im always asking questions. i was soooo angry at her. i dont talk that much and when i do its to ask the other kids to explain the lessons that she taught so poorly. and she always acts like im so dumb when i ask simple questions- but the truth is math isnt easy for me and i no that so ask 100 questions to make sur im learning it. i was holding in all of my anger so wouldnt get in more trouble- but i just wanted to scream at her! i know this sounds so dumb but it really bothered me... i mean arent teachers spossed to make kids want to ask questions not act like they r so dumb for asking?? ok new subject- international days start tomorrow! yay! its like a four day weekend cuz we just get to hang out in the gym watching dances and eating food all day. im really interested to see the dances this year. alot of my friends r dancing in different clubs - which always makes watching more fun. plus im working at german clubs booth with lindsay so i know ill have fun- and get to eat lots of sweets. i think international days r a really cool tradition at lane. cuz it does celebrate our diversity and yet it brings us all together at the same time. no other school can boast an event quite like ours. we have soo many different clubs and such a cool way of doing this. this weekend im not running in any races again so i can just chill. im not sure if im gonna b able to go down to champaign to watch steph run on sat yet. im an alternate for sundays 4X8 but roof said i didnt have to go if i didnt want to- so i prolly wont. ok well im gonna go to bed now so i can get up bright and early to go to international days tomorrow we have to get there at 5:30 yay!! oh well - its still no hw and no class so who cares if we wake up early??