well i give myself credit- i almost asked him to the dance...it wasnt my fault he said he didnt want to go to turnabt this yr before i actually asked him. so at least i can say i tried... rite??? i hate liking him so much! its making me crazy. i dont want to be this person- the girl who thinks so much abt a guy and lets him drive her crazy. im trying to get over him- but lets face it, its been more than a year and i still think abt him too much... this mite take awhile. if only he wasnt such a great guy... it would be easier if i could just not see him or be with him at all. but i cant do that cuz he and i are still good friends. more than i dont want to like him- i really dont want to loose our friendship, not rite when we were starting to talk to each other alot more again... so i prolly wont go to turnabout now. i was gonna c if cari wanted to go w/ me but she seems so so abt it. maybe well just give steph and chris a nite to them selves... god forbid they have a date alone. i went dress shopping with her today. she picked out a cute dress, black and turquoise (cant spell that) it was fun- i especially liked her moms comment abt the one dress looking "so mexican" haha. like thats such a bad thing. after she found a dress, we went to get roxy a late chistmas gift and then got coffee. the stupid guy only charged us 29 cents for the second one... this week was ok- we had our "run a thon" which we ran really slowly, but it was fun. which convieniantly reminded me that i need to come up w/ $100 for the team - better do that... other than that i spent the week having it drilled into my head that finals r coming up. great- im gonna fail like half of them. oh well. well thats abt all i have to say- since im trying to limit the amt of time i talk abt kevin... (great job by the way in my paragraph abt him)