ate Night Survey *********************** x. Real Name: Paula Annaliese Poff "Small Gracelful Blessed Preacher" (That is the literal meaning of my name..XD )) x. Birthday: July 6 x. Eye colour: Gray/Blue/Green/Silvery (They change with my mood) x. Hair Colour: Red-Brown x. Natural Hair Color: Light-Brown x. Height: 5'1...and 1/2 x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? I do not have one. I do not weep. x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Nothing, Beauty is nothing. x. Do you have a completely irrational fear? The fear of being Sticky, Crowds and heights. x. Do you have a favourite horror film? No. Real life is scary enough. x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? No. I refuse to show any insecurities. x. Are you a pyromaniac? No...I am a Hydromaniac x. Do you have too many love interests? I have /no/ love interests. x. Do you know anyone famous? Yes, myself. I will one day be famous. x. Describe your bed. Rick colors swirl around in a mass of pillows, blankets, and stuffed animals. x. Do you know how to play poker? Yes, and I am told I have an excellent Poker face. x. What do you carry with you at all times? My Pride, and my Notebook....and my Quill..(Inside Joke) x. What do you miss most about being little? Daddy's arms making everything better. x. Are you happy with your given name? No. I do not. I love my self-given name of Aeronwyn Elen, though. x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? More than anyone cares to give me. x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? To be honest, no to both. I despise myself. And I think that I have nothing within me to believe in. x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you? No. Never. x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? No, not at all. x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? Walk away from everything x. What is your ideal marriage location? Marriage? That sounds nice....*Wishes* X. What musical instrument do you wish you could play? The Lute x. Favorite fabric? Velvet x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? I do not have one. Don't want one. Doubt I will ever have one. x. What's the one language you want to learn? Elvish.....^_^ Sindarin /and/ Quenya x. What do you order at a bar? Ice water x. Have you ever pierced your body parts? No. x. Do you have tattoos? No. x. Do you drive stick? I can’t drive at all. x. What's one trait you hate in a person? Ignorance that is known, but ignored. x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? Any that strike my fancy. x. What do you cook the best? Crunchy Rice x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? I always stand out, and I would not have it any other way. x. If you won the lottery, what would you do? Fly off to wales and seclude myself in the mountains. x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? Everything x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? I tell them. x. Do you cry in front of friends? I never cry. x. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? Strong, Self-sufficient, kind, gentle....But then, what do they know? x. What's one thing you like to do alone? Sing x. Are you a giver or a taker? Giver. x. When's the last time you cried? When I was four and my Godmother died. x. Favorite communication method? writing x. Do you ever have to beg? I refuse to sink to that level. I always give. x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs? NO WAY! x. Do you think you're cute? Not at all. x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? Not really. x. What do you think is beautiful? Poetry…the Ocean, Kind eyes, my friend's joys.. Y'know. I am the Lonely one. If I had to give myself a Moniker, that is what it would be. Despite what I tell people, despite what they read, every problem is solved but this. I feel like my soul has stolen away, like it has forsaken me for it's other half. I feel like all it wants is to be part of something greater than myself....but I can't find it.