Well, today was interesting. Layne+Hyper+Crush=Clo laughing her head off. Yeah, so that was me, ^-^ on the other hand, our Creative Writing assignment has me digging up a very personal story in response to a question: Why do I not like to be close to anyone? Why do I not like to be touched? Well, I am not going to go into it at this moment- the story that is. But I am a little afraid. If I cannot conqueor whatever it is that makes me feel this, I will never be able to accept love, or permanence. I know I am somber right now, but it is a mood I have fallen into since leaving Layne. She is the only one who seems to be able to get me into a happy hyper state these days....oh well. Conversation of The Day: Jeff: Paula (Clo), why don;t you like for me to hug you? You know that I think of you as a sister. It hurts to see you lonely. Clo: Jeff, I cannot explain it in words verbally. It goes too deep, goes back too far. To the memory of a small child. Jeff: Please, you are the only one that listens to me, let me be the one to listen yo you. Clo: *Sings* And I reach out, And I touch you And I know, that I need you To reach out And touch me, And I know, I know I need your touch. *Clo walks away sadly*