"i could conquer the world with one hand...just as long as you're holding my other one." WOW! So I just had the most awkward unprovoked conversation of my life!LOL! My stepdad and I haven't had the closest relationship these past few monthes and he's been being a total DICK! And suddenly he walks into the room where I'm sitting on the computer today and my Mother and sister had just left and he goes.... dad: so krystyna, are you having sex? me: excuse me? dad: oh, dont feel wierd or anything its just normal me: wait, what the hell are you talking about dad: are you having sex? me: no are you kidding me, i still have my virginity..i plan on keeping it too..im proud of it thanks. dad: yeah well whatever, youre probably just lying to me and dont wanna tell me...i wasnt born yesterday you know me: WHAT THE FUCK!? i cant believe you just accused me of lying about this! dad: well you have a boyfriend now dont even try and tell me he hasnt tried touching you or anything. i mean come on now, you guys are teenager dont tell me you dont have hormones. me: i cant believe you just said that, we have self control thank you very much. dad: dont even try and tell me youre almost 18 and havent had sex yet me: hi, hello, my name is krystyna sorrentino im almost 18 years old and i havent had sex yet thanks. dad: well ya know what you just cant get pregnant me: im not having sex! dad: well what do you even consider sex, even any kind of intercourse can be considered sex when you guys start getting close n dont even try and tell me u guys havent gotten close me: i dont even feel comfortable talking to you about this, this is ridiculous, you can believe me or not dad: im not accusing you of lying, i just know ive been a teenager once and i wasnt born yesterday, its just wierd you havent had sex its not wrong me: no shit its not wrong, ive only been going out with him for a month! i havent had sex, i have morals and he respects me thank god. dad: just because you have morals doesnt have anything to do with you having sex me: im not having sex, can you stop asking me about this now thanks. LIKE ARE WE KIDDING?? I couldnt believe it...wheewww sorry had to vent I just couldnt believe he even went there with me. After not being close for awhile and having good like healthy conversations then coming out of no where venturing into that kind of a converstion, are u kidding me? He hasnt met my boyfriend yet so obviously he has a bad impression of him cuz he has no idea what hes all about but come on! you dont do that! ahhskdjfhkashfkasdfh...k im done now. love y'all im leavin to florida tomorrow, im STOKED! except for the fact im leavin all my friends and my love for a week! I will miss you all dearly, i'll be on here tho, and online and my myspace so ill DEFF. be in reach! Lol k im out, PEACE! <3Tyna hmm k soo...the rest of my night, i get to steves house today and bawl my eyes out to him. i really didnt think that argument i got in with my stepdad would bother me but wow...i just cried. i eventually wound up telling my mom because i couldnt help it dreading that she would approach him with it because i knew id have to face it again which i didnt want to. to make a long story short, the second i got home i had to face them both, having my mom on my side thought and he totally accused me of lying about it!! I almost flipped a bitch. we got in this huge argument. hes just trying to pick fights and i made him feel like an idiot a long with my mom because we prooved him wrong and he prooved that he ease drops on our conversations and all my shit etc. im not going to go into detail about it but it got sooo fucking bad...so bad. ive never seen so much anger in him...ive never ever seen him act this way. i just dont want him to wind up leaving us again because i dont feel like getting depressed again and have our household fall apart even though part of me thinks it will be better of without him. my moms strong, i know she can handle it, she knows exactly what hes trying to do.he wound up walking out and i called steve and just cried for an hour and seriously, i love him to death. he can make me feel so much better, him and my best friends and my mom is all i need. anywho its been a horrible night and my eyes are puffy from crying so much and its 11 i need to be up at 5:30 and i still have all my packing to do so ill be off now. much love -me