hmm k soo...the rest of my night, i get to steves house today and bawl my eyes out to him. i really didnt think that argument i got in with my stepdad would bother me but wow...i just cried. i eventually wound up telling my mom because i couldnt help it dreading that she would approach him with it because i knew id have to face it again which i didnt want to. to make a long story short, the second i got home i had to face them both, having my mom on my side thought and he totally accused me of lying about it!! I almost flipped a bitch. we got in this huge argument. hes just trying to pick fights and i made him feel like an idiot a long with my mom because we prooved him wrong and he prooved that he ease drops on our conversations and all my shit etc. im not going to go into detail about it but it got sooo fucking bad...so bad. ive never seen so much anger in him...ive never ever seen him act this way. i just dont want him to wind up leaving us again because i dont feel like getting depressed again and have our household fall apart even though part of me thinks it will be better of without him. my moms strong, i know she can handle it, she knows exactly what hes trying to do.he wound up walking out and i called steve and just cried for an hour and seriously, i love him to death. he can make me feel so much better, him and my best friends and my mom is all i need. anywho its been a horrible night and my eyes are puffy from crying so much and its 11 i need to be up at 5:30 and i still have all my packing to do so ill be off now. much love -me