im so confused.i dont even know what to do with myself right now.things are just so complicated.this always happens to throughout periods of your life.things will be absolutly amazing.so amazing you think wow.this could really get fucked up.and things are too good to be true for awhile because NOTHING in the world could bother you and you are only cloud 9.and then bam.things start going wrong.not necisarily with our relationship because that is just wonderful.but he is going through such a rough time in his life right now that i almost feel helpless.hes the type of person that cant take help from anyone and thats all i want to do.i hope he knows just how much i love him and how i want nothing more for him to open up to me again and just spill everything out because i know its all bottled up inside him right now.this kinda thing happened before and it eventually blew over but he seems so scared.things are just going wrong for him and he feels like hes fucking up and i dont know what to do.nellie gave me a long talk last night and it helped a lot about how thats just how relationships are.but im not used to this.this is the first actual healthy 'relationship' ive ever had.i just dont know what to do in this situation.i know things will go back to the way they used to be.just might take a lil while longer.god please let everything just go back to normal soon.i dont know what to do.