So I am awake again at 4:19 in the morning and I probably should be asleep considering I have work at 10 but I dont really care. Work has become a drag now that the economy sucks and its not like I am being payed a fortune to act nice to customers at a "fine food establishment".... its nothing more but a higher end chinese restaurant... seriously.... give me a break or give me a raise. On the better side of life, for now anyways, my boyfriend and I are still going pretty strong even though he's 2 states away at school... It really does suck when the person you love is so far away and all you want to do is hold them in your arms. But everything happens for a reason. Im glad he is close enough to drive to in one day though. Otherwise... it would just completely suck. Not alot of people believe in long distance relationships but the good things about it, to me at least are:
A. I can focus on college more
B. We have to work out any issues we have because we are so far away.
C. It makes seeing him again even more special and meaningful because i know i wont be able to see him again for a long time. Honestly though, if two people really want to be with each other, they can make it work if they try hard enough... its up to the two individuals to come together as one for it to work. But it is do-able, and far from impossible. I just hope it keeps going on from here. He is by far the most amazing person i have ever met/ dated before. AND even though he is Italian he can speak Mandarin Chinese... so he can communicate with my parents ITS AWSOME! But since i really do need to work in a few hours... i must be going now... have a nice night/twilight/day everyone. -Sorian Hansheng Lee-