為甚麼我這麼高興但是我还是想要哭? 我是很愛他。但是他住那麼遠. Damn.... I still miss him so much, and I, more now then ever, refuse to give up. Not after everything. I just wish there was a way for me to see him more often, and for us to be able to be together more often... *sigh* just a few more months and we can be together on a somewhat regular basis. どして？私はこころがいたいです。テオーさん、ごめなさい。私は強いくなかった。とても、ざんねんです。