So my boyfriend and I are in a quarrel due to a misunderstanding and I deffinately cried tonight for the first time in ages out of pain. I just couldn't help but feel it. I don't want anything to happen to us. I care for him so deeply and I really do love him. I hope that everything is ok and that tomorrow everything will go back to normal but till i find out what's going on I still feel like shit. Its no one's fault because it was really a total understanding. I just hope he knows that I Love Him... Looks like its tears to sleep tonight... but not really thanks to Julian. I do want to take the time and thank one of my closest friends, Julian, she was there for me when I needed it, and she stayed by my side till I was better. And if you do read this... Its not your fault it was just a misunderstanding between everyone so don't feel bad about it ok. And again Honto ni arigatou gozaimasu.