I feel worthless, and unattractive, and unwanted. I do not want to get into why. I've also decided that I strongly dislike bars and clubs. Especially clubs. There are too many people. And they like to touch you. Accidental or not, it happens and thats when I freak out. I wasn't made for socialization. I think I'm an introvert brainwashed into being an extrovert. Never again. Never again. I don't think I've felt this negative for a long time. Everything just sucks. Bottom line. I wish I had some sort of funny story to tell about my bar experience's, but I don't. They just sucked. For multiple reasons. I wish I was five again. Wouldn't the world be a better place, if you were completely ignorant of anything, and hadn't a care in the world? Ignorance truly is bliss. I kind of wish I felt numb again. I just need to sleep this off I think. And maybe do that assignment I've been putting off. --Debbie Downer