I just had the weirdest and fastest change in emotion of my entire life. I went from unchangeably pissed off at the world, to totally and completely loving and adoreing.

That was fucking weird.

My life consists of working and sleeping and thats it. It makes my heart have a sad.

There is a strage woman on a recording breathing heavily in my ear. What kind of NIN song is this!? Its not often i listen to them THIS loud. I'm sure my neighbours will be banging down the wall any second now.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to this choir thing with the WSO but I have no frigging clue whats going on or where it is or anything. I also have to go to my doctor about a large red and bumpy mass that has formed on my right hand. It's very dry, and stings like I have a million cuts in my knucles when I wash my hands or try to put lotion on them.

BUT LOTION FIXES EVERYTHINGGGGG.

It flaired up when I tryed to clean some grubby dirt of my hands with some Sanitizer after stocking up some shelves. Maybe I should have just washed them. Oh well. Mom thinks its Exima, but I'm pretty certian I have developed an allergy to something. I've been having some similar reactions lately to lotions and other such products you rub all over yourself.

FUCK MY HANDS ARE DRY.

Fuck you winter. go away. I was not prepared for it to drop from plus one to minus 41. I just want to go outside for a walk to get some Tim Hortons and some chocolate and not freeze and die of hypothermia 2.5 meters from my house. PLZKTHX.

Two entries in ten minutes. Dayumn.

--Sudden allergies holler.