Listening to: The Vines
Feeling: angry
So a lot has been going on recently. I swam in the state finals last saturday, and holy crap was it awesome. I swam a personal best in the relay. It was the 50 freestyle and it was in about 23.92 seconds. Now, that might seem kind of slow to you all who don't really know much about swimming, but it was the fastest time on the team all year long and my personal fastest time too. I was so excited to see my time, the anchor time as the fastest and best time anyone had all season long.
Even though with state swimming finals and all. Today jsut didn't feel like a good dat at all. So, Mason had told me earlier in the year that he and I should sing a song together. Ya ok I thought that would be a really cool idea. You know, two good buddies singing a song together. Well, he decided that rather sing it with me, he was going to sing with Justin. Ok, well that is cool, whatever. But also today I have realized that in the whole music department at Saguaro. I have never and will never be near the top. For this year, Wes, Travis, and I wrote the book for the drumlines opener. What happens, Wes gets all the credit for it. Eh, whatever, I don't really care. But then I go to choir to today, I try out for a solo, and I thought that I did pretty good, but apparently I wasn't very good at all. I haven't actually had a solo in choir since my freshman in JV choir, and I am not really sure that counts, because over half of the choir had solos. It is just that I feel that I am second rate to everyone. That I am second rate in anythign musical. That I will just never be as good as anyone or everyone. I mean I will work really hard at something and just never seems to go my way. Oh well, I am done venting. Sorry to everyone who read this. I really don't like being angry. So, I do apologize for this entry. Well sleep kids
Peace
~Kris
and umm
nice journal love it
-J
~Hibby
K