So I finally went back to the good old thing called the gym and played a game of raquet ball with Jessie. Holy cow did it feel good to sweat and just release all of those endorphins that were screaming "Let me out!" Lol, no seriously though, I feel really good right now, physically anyway. SO Jessie and I decided that we would play raquet ball on Tuesdays and weight lift on Thursdays. However, besides all of this I am going to weight lift on Mondays and then run on Wednesdays. This way I will have something physical to go and do everyday, which is going to make life up here a lot better, because even for that short while, it will take my mind off of everything. Oh, and I am also going to attempt to eat pretty healthy again, except for my ice cream :-). I don't think that I will ever be able to give that up. Anyhow, I am going to go and hop in the shower because the gym and I don't really mix with smells ;-). Sleep well Peace -Kris P.S. Are you happy now mommy!?!?