I am very sorry to report that I am starting to definetly regret my decision to come up to NAU. I can honestly say that I am not really having much fun at all on the drumline. We are not very good, and I am pretty sure that Saguaro's line, even right now, could out play this so called college drumline. I also deeply miss many of the people back home. Of course I miss Jill more than anything, but I also just miss hanging out with everyone else. I guess I just miss hanging out with Travis, Wes, and Andrew and whoever else that used to call me up and just say hey you want to come over and hang out?
I am just feeling like I can't fit in up here at all. All I do is go to my classes, study in my spare time, and then of course practice in my spare time as well. I mean really and truly, I dont' even have a whole lot of time to myself, and when I compare my schedule to all of my friend's schedule, I feel like I am taking just way to many classes. I really am trying to be as optimistic as possible, because if I am just pessimistic, things will definetly not get any better, but I really don't feel that things are going to get better. Howeever, I will try and keep my hopes up as much as possible.
Hope everyone is enjoying themselves
Sleep well
Peace
~Kris
good luck with all that :)
I am most certain that you will meet plenty of new people that are just as compassionate about the things you love so much. Just hang in there my man and your time will come. Some of my best friends are living up @ NAU, so don't lose hope yet. Just put yourself out there and open up (it's something I know you're good at)... and for the record I'm always a phone call away my good man. Love you Kristav.
~Davey