well i am a really big loser!! ok so that is like the understatment of the year. summer is suppose to be about friends and hanging out and sleepovers, girls night out, partys that last untill the minute you must go home, getting in trouble for coming home late becuase you were having such a good time with you friends you didn't care about the consiquences that lay before you. Its about going on dates (not that i can do that yet). hmmm... how much have i don't of that and we have already been a month into summer vaction it is already 1/3 of the way through. People always say oh yes we are going to hang out this summer like everyday. Just call me and we will hang out. well why is it that i always have to call the people well ok i don't ..always have to but it seems like it. and i guess that i doesn't bug me. But sometimes it feels like they just say "lets hang out" just to get you to go away, and somtimes is just feels like the don't think that you will accually call. and most of the time i do. I am pointing no fingers, and if i where they would all come back to me. Maybe if i didn't swim them things would be diffrant i would have more time to hang out with people. maybe if i were diffrant... now im not really depressed. accually i just kinda think its sad. I have hung out 3 times this summer. 1. Me and some of my friends that i have known forever have been planning to go to the third Harry Potter before we knew the offical date. we had it all perfect and it was SOOO fun. we were true harry potter geeks i made costums for some of them. We walked around i cloaks the day before. Some of Kates, and now my friends came up from New Mexico. accually it was the first time that they had meet any of us. Kate had meet them on the internet like 4 years ago. Kate got them to read harry potter and it all started there. 2.I come home from helping my mom at the grocerey store. My dada says that Kate and Jarren. i Pick up the phone, Jarren had call latest so i called him back. He ask if they could have a party and watch a movie at my house i said of course. I went down stairs and cleaned the basement, vaccumed, organized cords. People started coming over. First we just played Super Smash Bros. for a while then we decided to watch a movie we wanted a funny one so Jarren goes over to see the selections. He wants to watch this war movie that i find fasinating but i wasn't sure that every one would like it and it had alot of blood and gore and swear mainly the f-word. we watch an episode of that and them people had to go home so they left. 3. I get home from swimming. Find my moms comforter blankey and walk around cuddle up itn that for about 3 hours then deciede to call Kate. We decied to go to Spiderman 2 that night. Meanwhile i went to her house to watch the X-Files untill i have to go back to swimming. When i come back we figure out rides and sit around for awhile. We go to the theater and see it. A very awesome movie if i do say so my self. We go home. that is about it... well one day i was planning on just sitting around in my PJs all day. Its noon i decide i am in the mood for Fettichine Alfredo. I start making it. The door bell rings. I go to the door. There are Nicole and Dan. I was really happy to see them, so thank you for coming. They stay at my house till i finsh my meal and then we go down stairs. Afterwords we go to Dans YM and make pots it was really fun. that is basically as much as i have seen my friends this summer. i am a sad sad little women but don't pitty me i don't care