I am so depressed lately all i ever get to see my friends anymore is on the weekend (except chelsea YEAH) I miss them so much.... Those friends im talking about are one the SV swim team... and somtimes some for those people don't even want to hang out with me...if you know what i mean.. for instance if i want to do somthing with them i have to call them... they don't call me... but well who can blame them ther're juniors and im just a loser freshman and they are popular.. we all know how that goes... I miss so much more though.. -i miss walking into swimming at SV and having people say "hi emily" or "hi has" -i miss taking showers with everone and annoying them by singing in the shower.. -i miss then funny conversation.. -i miss sharks and minnows -i miss saturday practice -i miss getting rides home with people -i miss the people -i miss my coach -i miss having meets and getting out of school -i miss meet partys -i miss seeing all of my friends everyday -i miss planing to do somthing that weekend and never doing it... -i miss taper -i miss being hiper and acting imature -i miss waking up early to go to early moring practice -i miss the rides up to my school with my coach -i miss being able to be myself -i miss Jeff shify eyes -i miss lactates -i miss the bus ride for North Cache to Sky View -i miss being excited to go to swim practice -i miss all the jokes -i miss Jarren's hamster stories -i miss waking up at4:20 -i miss see Chelsea putting on her cap as i walk into practice(thats weird but true) -i miss Brooke yelling at me to get into the pool -i miss being able to look in the pool and know that they are my friends in there -i miss not having to be competive -i miss Brooke wrighting our sets on the board -i wish that i could live this year over again it was sooo fun -i wish that i could take some of the things i did eversince it ended i have felt like an empty shell... waiting to be cracked. all i ever look forward to now is the next swim season... -i miss people looking at me funny cause i was so hipper -i miss all the complements that i didn't know what to say to -most of all i miss the people and the friendships that i made over there. love your lonely friend