Do you ever wonder weather you will acually get married... Somedays i just sit all day and wonder what he looks like, whether he's a nerd or a jock... Sometimes i wonder weather will will get married maybe i will never get married, be one of these said old depressed people that wollow in self pitty becuase they never got married and never had that Chance to have kids.. That would be so so sad... I can see it now i live in this big mansion and i have all the money that i want becuase... i dont know my dad left his estate to me and he was a million jk anyway... He has left me his estate.. I have all that i will ever need... but yet i sit all day and a bright velvet green couch that maches nothing in my house, im weating clothes that i have bought in the DI and have holes and don't match and just sit all day and listen to music and watch T.V All of my friends are married and want to have nothing to do with me and plus they all live in a diffrant part of the country... That is so depressing... I hope that i get married!!! These are thing that only girls think about hehe