Sunday I had a really good day. I went to church as normal. But then when I got home my parents had already left for Jackson Hole. I was not able to go because I have swimming. Anyway, we have at our house some friends of my sisters, even thought she doesn’t live there, they are from England. So one is 29 his name is James, he would kinda strike you as a fem but he is not. The other is Dani, he is 24 and very cute. Well on Sunday we had a lot of people over at our house because it was Christy Hunsaker’s birthday and since their family doesn’t celebrate things like that, we through a party for her. Dani was just itching to go play Ultimate Frisbee at the park. We walk there, it was only like2 block. And my brother was freaking out, I can’t breath I am so out of shape I need to loose weight. He never will he loves to eat to much, and I don’t mind that I just don’t want to hear his whining a lot I mean by the end it was getting to the point that I think he might have hyperventilated. AHAHA it was very, another thing was that when I sprained my ankle he was like “your faking walk it off!” turns out that if I even were to touch a toe to the ground it would hurt my ankle. Then he is actually walking somewhere and he whines the ENTIRE WAY! Whatever I don’t care. Really I don’t. So we get to the field and immediately Dani wants to start playing. They games are all fun. And I had a blast. Dani and James have been over at our house for awhile. And I have a really big crush on him now… and did for like the last week that he was here. But it didn’t really hit ‘til he left which was this afternoon. I knew he was leaving and I went to swimming and I realize that he wasn’t going to be there. I was really sad. I tried telling this to my friend about him but she would not get past the fact that it was 9 years difference. You know what I don’t care that there is nine years difference. Its not like were getting married, he is in love with another women he told me. I can have crushes cant I? Then my other friend started making fun of me for it. And I sorry if this makes you guys mad or whatever because you guys were just kidding around or something… but it really hurt. I have a really bad crush on a guy and he leaves. You are supposed to be comforting not making fun of me. I’m sorry if this offends either one of you two. And I not mad at either of me you. I’m really not. I love you all, and will always, cross my heart hope to die Agent Scully