Wow. So lots of people know how I feel about Alex. I should probably be writing this in Amayaaloaryn but I feel like I should write it here since I don't want to sign out. (Boy is that lazy!) Anyways, me and Alex are still broken up :-{. Yah, it's sad. Even though we are, I still love him and he still loves me. Which is what I don't get. Everytime we hang up the phone, we say I love you. Everytime we don't want to repeat something and weasle out of it, we say I love you. Everytime one of us seems hurt, we make it better by saying I love you. AND WE'RE STILL NOT TOGETHER. What's wrong? Is it my fault? Is it his? Is it just really bad timing? If so, then the whole YEAR was bad timing. What do I say? What can I do? The truth is, if he was reading this I'd say: I'm still in love with you. Life is ending, life is starting. No matter what's happening, everything is about parting. Yes, I mean parting. Parting ways..saying goodbye. I don't know what to do. I love him, I can't give up. Not after about 4-5 months of holding on. All things can do is get better, because we've been through the worst. (Or at least I hope so).