Listening to: Quiet..
Feeling: baffled
I'm actually surprised. My whole thing is, I told Jess I really wasn't mad about the game. I really just don't care. I mean, sure if this was two years ago when I actually watched the games, I might be just as excited. I might care just as much. But honestly, I'm tired, and I was just trying to get some work done. I know she really cares, so I was trying to be nice and congradulate her. I didn't think she'd think I was being sarcastic or rude. Then she lashes out. What's that about? I mean, she's always saying how people are screwing up her words, but, didn't she just misconstrue mine? That hurt. What she said cut deep. It made me sad or whatever. Even so, it made me look at myself.
I'm not perfect. I'm not going to hide and say I'm close to it.
My hair has bad days.
I get cranky.
I'm not the best looking person in the world.
I get slightly annoyed at the tiniest of the things.
*Secretly*: kids annoy me sometimes.
I mean, I'm just not perfect. I'm not mad that she said. I'm moreso, sad that it came from her instead of anyone else. But whatever. People learn about you, and they use what they know against you. So I'm not mad..
I have flaws. So does everyone else in the world. Hope I didn't disappoint you. Mom.
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