Okay, so I've been thinking alot about calling Nick lately. He did call and I said I'd call him back. I just, I don't know, I mean I'm really just trying to get over Alex and calling Nick wouldn't help all that much. Possibly, but I know how much they don't like each other already. Well, mostly Alex to Nick, Nick doesn't know Alex he just know I broke up with him to be with Alex. Can he blame me? Nick was messing with my best friend. I understand that it was a one time thing, nothing happened and Nisey just wanted to be picked up from school because of all the shit she was going through, but it wasn't right. Regardless. Anyways, I've forgiven them both and my decision to move on was solely based on the better for me and Alex, not the punishment for Nick. Now me and Alex are over. Am I right to want to call Nick? I mean, just to talk. We've been talking to each other even after we broke up, I think our conversations are better now because we don't feel *commited*. Not like I ever did, because I knew he was cheating on me. But whatever. Nick and I are friends, and I've been calling him, despite my first two times I called him and he was pissed off because of the break up. Then, when he dropped by my house and I got grounded. Haha, so much for friends that day. Not like we did anything, don't get me wrong. But my father came home and I didn't want my father meeting Nick like that...but anyways, I miss Nick. Somehow he's a brother now I guess. Well sometimes, I still think about him. I don't know. Maybe it's best if I didn't call him, but I did say I would. So I don't know what I'm going to do yet. Any thoughts?