I'm not exactly sure what ambivalent means, but I'll be that today. Waited to see if Alex would get online. I don't know if he did or not. I have this thing in my heart that tells me I don't love him; I don't care, but it's just all lies for myself. I miss him and I'm worried if he's okay or not. Anyways, I hope he is, I needed to update, so here it is. Started my book. But now, I have to go BACK through the ENTIRE thing to start at the beginning because Niece thinks I should. It'll take me at least probably until about July or the end of summer to get to now. Which kind of sucks, but whatever. I'm thinking what I'll name it and it coincides with Niecy's. Like, her's will have the same phrased name that mine will. So that's cool. My book might be called The Life and Times of Drama. So, that's interesting. Okay, well, later. --Drama