Listening to: My SONG!!lol
Feeling: angry
This is a song. It kind of goes with that song: It's so hard to say goodbye. The thing is..it'd be kind of hard to explain to everyone how it'd be but yeah..that's all I can put right now, cuz I'm tired of typing as is.
-And yes, it's always just so damn hard to say goodbye. I'll try.
Days of hot August
brought me much of a lust
For a boy I thought I knew,
But he was an image just like a ghost off Scooby Doo
Well a wind breaking October chilled our bones
And finally Thanksgiving came,
And he was the only thing I was thankful for
He did the things nobody else could do
I called him My Heart because only I knew
No one could ever quite compare to you
Until you flipped your shit, and I saw you for you.
(And oh!!)
It's so hard to have to say goodbye
-Yeah, but I'll try
I'll always go on loving you
-Yeah, until the day I die
And through it all, you stuck there for me
Until you helped me open up my eyes to see
And oh! it's so hard to have to say goodbye
-Let me try
Two months I left messages
But you aint call me again
I told the niggas you were cool with where I was around
So two months later, you let me back in
Right around the same time you let a bitch call my house
Scratch that, a female, one of them sick broads
And yet, you still never gave me the respect I deserved
All you gave me were your nods
Apparently, I wasn't good enough for your words
And see, really I could go all out, and put it all out there
But something in me, is pulling me back and telling me I still care
One day we might be friends again
But until then,
If this is how we end,
Let me go like a pencil you'll lend
Maybe another two years from now
I'll make a text message again
I'll think about how you treated me, and what you did
And I'll think twice before I EVER hit *Send*...
(And oh!!)
It's so hard to have to say goodbye
-Yeah, but I'll try
I'll always go on loving you
-Yeah, until the day I die
And through it all, you stuck there for me
Until you helped me open up my eyes to see
And oh! it's so hard to have to say goodbye
-Let me try
Thanks for doin' this for me!!! I could have never have done this without you, and thanks for always bein' there when I needed you. <3
i havent talked to u in like 9999 days
well 2 or 3 but it feels like 9999 lol
ya my computers are broke so ay
but this one works so ya
i read ur othe entry about lettting sum of ur diarys go
well thts ok
u have like 6 i think thts too much work to keep up with all of them
but ne way
thst a kool song
did u rite it ?