I have nothing really to title this so I guess I'll title it at the end. It's 3:05 A.M. and still haven't went to bed yet. I guess I'll lay down after this pointless and drawn out entry. -Twin's waiting for Joe to come back *yay* I'm SO happy for her. It's amazing how at first my jealousy got in the way of celebrating her happiness with her; but now I know that one day I'll experience that, too and I know she'll share it with me. That's whats great about her and Joe being so in love, it's like..the purest, and sweetest, and most innocent thing I've ever seen. She loves him, and he loves her and I can't think of anyone better for each other. He just better not break her heart! (Even though I don't think he's capable) -I'm still a little testy since the text message *Yes, Twin, that one.* Anyways, no matter what I'll miss Alex but really, I'm doing okay. A LOT better than I thought I would. -Tomorrow I'm probably going to align all of the colleges I'm interested in and go through them all. I'm going to start applying and visiting in late October I think. So, that's freaking me out. I'm only going to be a junior...freaky.. -Last but not least. Shantelle update. Three things. WE'RE GOING TO FLORIDA TOGETHER!!HELL YES! haha..anyways, yep, I'm going to Disney World for THE FIRST TIME EVER! and what's better is: MY BEST FRIEND IS COMING WITH ME! How...ugh! This is the BEST thing ever!!! Anyways, second thing, she invited me to Florida again with her to visit Florida A and M, she is STILL hell bent on me going there..so = I might as well as visit. My heart is STILL set on North Carolina A&T and Penn State, but it won't kill me to look. Last, I'm still planning a surprise party and I have no DOUBT that she'll never find this diary, so I'm not worried. I need help from her mom, so I have to start soon. Even though her b-day is in October, the sooner I start planning, the better `=) Anyways, later entries. -Sunshine