I could start off with all the negative, but I'd rather go to the positive. I'll have everyday to remember ever negative thing that ever happened in my life. Well, we went to Applebees and they said I could fill out an application at 16..so 5 months and that's where I'll be. =). It's good because I actually want to work. Moving on, I have no clue how *he* feels about me. I'm not quite sure it matters anymore. He's white, I'm black (not skin-wise for those that only think IN black and white) he's the Olsen Twins, I'm Madonna, He's honey, I'm hot sauce, get me? We're totally different. I think he's more self-inflicted than worried about what I'm doing. I'm not hurt. I'm just accepting. I'm glad I did it before hand. *By the way, two days before Florida. I don't think I'll be back....