And we've got a whole lot of excuses And a whole lot of reasoning.. I'm so used to it all.. I've just stopped listening. Useless as it is, I tune in from time to time People always got something in your ear ..that's when I realize, it's time to say goodbye Why do I need the same ole [in and out] routine? Why do I need someone who doesn't want me for me? Why would I want..my heart to be dropped and stepped on? Faith is the test of time, and commitment I'm now willing to make. And it's weird because trust was the hardest thing Lost so easily, gained hardly And I feel like you compromised me for it But, what can I say? Decisions others have to make But in it, you made me wonder What it is.. and then tried to restore order But once you've lost How do you expect me to keep going? Compromise me or compromise you? Who am I more willing to choose? Most importantly, who am I more willing to lose? Maybe not me, and sorta-kinda-definitely not you? And I thought..I thought I had grew. But..what is it I'm fighting for? And what am I gaining my trusting you more? See she's all in your favor.. But my emotions..are emotionally torn Your hearts on your sleeve, My shirt was torn Love is like a child My baby is un-born. Now tell me..who am I willing to risk more? Who..in reality, do I trust more? In my mind..I'm gone..mentally floored So, who, in the end, do I fight for?