i just realised my birthday is in 10 days and like....wow omg...im turning 14 and like, if you want to get me anyting for my brithday get me a plane tickeet..lol...it explains it in my last entry..wow! i just realized my birthday is so soon...september 11...its on the crapiest day, but whatever...i still miss him because i just wrote that whole segment about 10 minutes ago, not even so...i still have hte feeling...bye